♥ Them All

Dearest Daddy Jesus,,

I ♥ papa..
I ♥ mama..
I ♥ Jan..

You know how those people are so valuable and very special to me..
Nothing can replace them..
Bless them..
Guide them..
Keep Your eyes on them..
Let them always walk in Your path..
Let nothing could harm them..
For they are always covered by Your blood..

And let our family altar be our most precious gift to You.. 
Let it be worthy in Your dwelling place.. 

Put Your pure ♥ between us..
And let it stay forever in our heart..

Just into Your presence, I come and say..
I ♥ MY FAMILY..

The Cristmas Spirit

I know,, I know..
It's not even December yet..
But I really can't hold this feeling!!!
Reading somebody's Facebook status and my friend, Nona Jingga,'s latest post;
listening the Christmas song like All I Want For Christmas Is You by Mariah Carey, My Grown Up Christmas List by Kelly Clarkson, or My Only Wish by Britney Spears;
and seeing list of Christmas day committees in the church weekly news;
really spread out the Christmas spirit in my heart!!! >O<

Oh,, it makes me wanna share to the world this joyfulness!!
I feel like just a few weeks ago I set up the Christmas tree,, decorate it with lights and colorful accessories,, until put it up in the best-viewed spot,, all by my self^^
Although in fact,, it was a year ago...
I wish I don't miss that moment in this year...

I also wish on the night before Christmas,, my brother can join our family altar (please God).. 
So we all can come to You completely,, showing our gratefulness for that all year-pleasure event =)
Amen!!!
I can say "that's my only wish this year.." (say it with My Only Wish melody ;D)

With purpose to share my joyfulness,, I want you guys to take your time for watching these cute chubby Forever Friends bear short movies ^.~

May the Christmas spirit lives in your heart, too!! ^O^

~Jesus bless you all~

A Pray for Mr. Right

Bapa..

Pernikahan adalah ide-Mu dan kehendak-Mu.

Untuk itu aku berdoa untuk seorang pria yang akan mendampingiku.

Bukan sekedar paras rupawan,tapi yang aku rindukan.

Adalah seorang pria yang berhati lembut dan rendah hati seperti Engkau.

Pria yang tahu bagaimana cara menentramkan hati wanita.

Pria yang peka akan kondisi hati wanita yang kadang berubah tak menentu.

Dan tahu cara membuat aku tertawa.

Biar kiranya pria itu tahu dan hidup di dalam kehendak-Mu.

Pria yang tahu untuk apa dia hidup, untuk siapa dan apa tujuan hidupnya.

Bukan pria yang sekedar menjalani hari-harinya dengan tak tentu.

Tetapi pria yang mengerti betapa pentingnya arti sebuah perencanaan yang matang.

Dan bertindak langkah demi langkah penuh perhitungan.

Pria yang kuat dan gagah, namun begitu menghargai arti sebuah kepedihan.

Dan tetesan air mata yang mengalir, yang kadang juga hanya mengalir di dalam hati.

Kebijaksanaan-Mu akan menjadi kebijaksanaannya.

Mata-Mu akan menjadi matanya sehingga ia bisa cepat melihat apa yang menjadi kebutuhanku.

Kebutuhan keluarga dan kebutuhan orang-orang di sekitarnya.

Tangan-Mu akan menjadi tangan-Nya, sehingga ia tahu kapan harus memeluk, kapan harus menahan diri dari memeluk.

Bisa mengerti arti sebuah keamanan bagi hati wanita dan sebuah kehangatan.

Pria yang mengerti bahwa tubuhnya adalah Bait Allah sehingga ia berhati-hati dalam menjaga tubuhnya.

Pria yang begitu menghargai dan menghormati wanita.

Pria yang akan menempatkan aku di posisi ketiga setelah Engkau dan ibunya.

Pria yang mengasihi ibunya lebih dari apapun.

Pria yang menjaga kehormatannya dan menghargai seks.

Pria yang pintar dan bijak mengelola keuangannya.

Dia tahu cara melipatgandakan uang dan handal dalam berbisnis atau memenuhi panggilannya.

Selain itu ia juga pria yang menghargai waktu, tahu waktu untuk bekerja, tahu waktu untuk beristirahat.

Aku tahu Engkau tengah mempersiapkan kami.

Aku akan menjadi penolong yang sepadan baginya.

Biar setiap hari kasihMu menjadi semakin nyata dalam hidup kami.

Sehingga pada waktunya nanti saat kami berdua bertemu, kami bisa saling mengagumi dan menghargai.

Betapa Kau Allah sungguh mengasihi kami.

Dan kami bisa menjadi sahabat dan pasangan yang menjadi dampak bagi sekeliling kami.

Saat kami berpusat pada Engkau, bukan kepada diri kami sendiri.

Aku percaya kasih karunia-Mu akan memagari dia dari apapun juga yang akan menghancurkannya.

Amin..

(Teman2,, dari pada kita sibuk bertanya-tanya pada Tuhan, siapa pasangan hidup kita nantinya.. Alangkah lebih baiknya jika kita menabur doa bagi calon pasangan kita nantinya.. Hingga kita siap..)

~ Repost from my high school friend, Vega Theresia,'s notes in Facebook ~


Just got a song for my future Mr. Right^^

~ Lay Your Hands by Simon Webbe ~

Sometimes life can be a burden
Tryna stay one step ahead
I feel the world upon my shoulder each time
I'm standing out on the edge
And my hopes have all deserted me
Like they washed away in the sand
And it's hurting my pride
Tryna survive
But i know i stand a chance

When you lay your hands
Oh yeah
'Coz it's the only thing I have that still makes sense

(Oh baby, when I'm calling out)
Give me love and affection,
Keep telling me, show me the way.
(Oh, if you see me falling down)
Lift me up from the shadows
Will you take me away to a better place?
(And when I'm in my darkest hour)
You're by my side, to turn the tide,
Until the suffering fades.
When life is getting me down,
getting me down, i'm close to defeat,
Come and lay ur hands on me.

Feel this road is getting longer now
And i'm too far away from home
Still I gotta keep on moving on
But I can't do it on my own
Baby keep my head above water
Help me swim for my life
'Coz the game is getting harder
The strain is gettin stronger
And I can only face the fight

When you lay your hands
Oh yeah
'Coz it's the only thing I have that still makes sense

(Oh baby, when I'm calling out)
Give me love and affection,
Keep telling me, show me the way.
(Oh, if you see me falling down)
Lift me up from the shadows
Will you take me away to a better place?
(And when I'm in my darkest hour)
You're by my side, to turn the tide,
Until the suffering fades.
When life is getting me down,
getting me down, i'm close to defeat,
Come and lay ur hands on me..

'Til I'm healed again,
Rediscovered my strengths,
Those bitter blues are gone...
Oh, gone...

(Oh baby, when I'm calling out)
Give me love and affection,
Keep telling me, show me the way.
(Oh, if you see me falling down)
Lift me up from the shadows
Will you take me away to a better place?
(And when I'm in my darkest hour)
You're by my side, to turn the tide,
Until the suffering fades.
When life is getting me down,
getting me down, i'm close to defeat,
Come and lay your hands on me.
Come and lay your hands on me.

Currently Daily Do

Hmm.. Let's see!!

List of my "Currently Daily Do" 

• Facebook-ing (as usual)
  
• Blogging 'til midnight
• Exploring "the world's" blogs
• Downloading Mariah Carey's old yet nice songs via 4Shared
  
• Reading my just bought clearance sale's book -> Beautiful Stranger
• Sharing His Words and my every day story in my family altar (Love, love, love!!^^)
  
• Doing three campus assignments -> MPPI (read the "Constantly,..." post!),, immunology,, and microbiology laboratory
  
• Last but not least,, taking care of my Student Council property ;P

I'm so enjoying them all.. C=
Everybody say that my next semester is gonna be an extremely busy one...
Yeah,, looks like it is...
It's caused by four laboratory inside it...
My life will be about report, report, report, and another report~~

What about my preparation??
I just need to fix my broken watch (Important one!!!) and buy a new mobile phone's headset and minimum of 500 Mb memory card (Music therapy will highly required~)
Wish me luck!! ;)

Unique New-released Music Videos

Yes!! Maybe I already got insomnia...
I still don't feel sleepy at this hour,, this minute,,  this second... -,-"
I just wanna post these two unique music videos...
Then I will lie in my bed,, try to get some sleep...
Promise!! >.<

Here is the first and new released song of Thalita Latief..
Try to understand the balloons parable in this video!! ^^

Second video is a new song from Sherina Munaf..
Maybe it's older than the one before..
I like the idea of a pantomime man.. ;)

RCTI Box Office

Last two nights,, I watched two nice and warm-hearted Box Office movies aired on RCTI (one of the favorite private TV station in Jakarta ;D) at midnight..
It's started around 12:30 AM..
Yesterday, I watched Lemony Snicket's A Series of Unfortunate Events..

I love the story of three orphanage children (Violet, Klaus, and Sunny Baudelaire) who always watch over,, protect,, and love each other.. :)
Especially the funny little Sunny!!^^
I just know that Sunny is played by two twin cute girls named Kara & Shelby Hoffman.. Wow!!

Another thing I like in this movie is......
Jim Carrey, of course!!
What more can I say??!
He's the best!!! ^.~ 
Such a cool Count Olaf different characters~~

Now,, I'm watching The Waterboy...
This 1998 movie's main character played by Adam Sandler..
I also love this actor~~  ♥
I will share you a little synopsis about this old movie based on my version.. ;)

It tells a story about a socially inept yet intelligent man named Booby Boucher. He works as a water boy in a football team. For you who doesn't know this job, he serve drinks for all football players in a football team. He has an over-protective mother. Because of an accidental event, every one start to realize his hidden talent to become a really good football player. Booby is such a good mommy's boy. He loves her mother so much. But as he start meeting girls and "the real outside world", he explore many new things and learn so much from it. Her mother also begin to see Booby's great potential. I can read the ending already. Booby Boucher win a big football tournament in his city! ;P

Her mother played by Kathy Bates..

I remember this woman..
Her face is familiar with me.. ;P
All I remember is she played as friend of Rose's mom in Titanic and as the main character in Misery..

Ooh!!
I think this movie is similar to Forrest Gump (I watch this movie on RCTI Box Office, either.. Haha XD)

Delicious!

Believe it or not, I drew the pictures in 6th grade. I was so addicted to this Delicious! comic. I don't really remember the story plot. Mainly, it tells a story about triangle love and cooking show. This is the small review taken from Wikipedia:

Ringo Nonohara's dream is to become a star. Although she can't cook, she tries out for the lead in a cooking show called "Delicious Time," which will also be starring the star she idolizes, Mahito Ishizaka. When she discovers that the final stage of the competition will mean she has to prepare a dish, however, Ringo calls on her good friend, chef, and next-door-neighbor, Tsutsui Kazuomi. Thanks to Kazuomi's help and her own cute persona, she is chosen for "Delicious Time." Thus begin trials as Ringo tries to become a star.

At the end page of each Delicious! comic series, there is always cake recipes that is mentioned in that series' story. I drew its three main characters based on what I saw in the comic with pencil on A3 paper^^


1. Ringo Nonohara

Ringo is the main female protagonist of Delicious! She is a huge fan of Mahito Ishizaka and is thrilled to be working with him. In the beginning she is clueless about Kazuomi's love for her, but over time she becomes more aware of it. Ringo is cute, energetic, and emotional. Her birthday is the tenth of October (10/10), her blood type is A, and she likes manga, dance, and karaoke. (Wikipedia)

2. Kazuomi Tsutsui

Kazuomi is the next-door neighbor and longtime friend to Ringo, whom he has a weak spot for. Because he is a good cook, he is often teaching her the recipes she uses on "Delicious Time!" His birthday is the fourth of April (4/4) and his blood type is B. He also plays basketball, which he remembers playing with his father. (Wikipedia)

3. Mahito Ishizaka

 

Mahito is a pop star who is host of "Delicious Time" with Ringo. He is influential in the choice of Ringo as host, since he will be co-starring. He grows affectionate of Ringo, and is depressed when he must quit "Delicious Time" and partner with Ayana. (Wikipedia)

Hmmm....

After I read one of my friends' blog, I found a site that predict our personality based on our date of birth (http://www.synastry.net/). Suddenly, I remembered another site that also predict the same thing but it is based on the result of a test that we have to take first (http://www.mypersonality.info/). Well, here are my results ;D
Result under is taken from the first site..  

Personality of you 

You are broad-minded, bright and joyful character. You are very fond of make a lot of noise. But once you start the doing, you become very wary. You are waiting without challenging your own initiative, and receive the thing which is jumped into you, and you will master it. On the other hand, you hate a loss, unexpectedly. You burn the keen competitive spirit in your heart. You seldom make your self-assertion, but you are not easily to sympathize the opinion of the other, or to be flown by the emotion of others. You surpass in skill of observe and insight ,and good judge of a person. By using your good-skill of insight, you can analyze on it, moreover sometimes you surprise your surroundings by making a good guess.

Nature of you 
You are an emotional person who is heartwarming in calm mood. You may be soft and be able to be called such as Madonna of healing. You usually take meticulous attention for the others, and can support one in inconspicuous so as not to feel load. You are prized by surroundings because of those gentleness. On the other side, you have an unyielding-spirit that is unable to judge from appearance. Your aggressiveness and tenacity sometimes make the surroundings surprised. And you also have calculative face. When it goes on an equal association, you immediately balance the profits and losses, and decide you direction. Therefore once you ride on a wave, you master and carry out your job in amazing speed. The weakpoint of you is that, i.e., once you hurt your feelings, with taking a jaundiced or sulky attitude, you do not recover easily. 

Personal Relationship of you

Since you never show your feelings openly, and you look modest character, so you give the surroundings good impression in usual. You are affable, and also have a good skill of negotiation. Though above may be received as mean and be avoided by the genuine, but you don't mention it, because the negotiation is necessary for living well. 

What Type about Romance of you 
As you are honor and wary, if you fall in love, you cannot present your feelings immediately. Although you deeply fall in love, but love goes to the end, even though nothing starts up. But so you are a good negotiator by nature that if you push yourself a little, you are skilled at winning over the person you love. Having self-confidence, and show yourself at your best, with the spirit of having nothing to lose. Please attention following : Even though you can realize to be mutual love, once you disagree with your partner and, the relationship may be wrong when you hurt your feelings and you are sulk persistently.

And this one is taken from the second site..

ENFP - The "Advocate"

ENFPs are introspective, values-oriented, inspiring, social and extremely expressive. They actively send their thoughts and ideas out into the world as a way to bring attention to what they feel to be important, which often has to do with ethics and current events. ENFPs are natural advocates, attracting people to themselves and their cause with excellent people skills, warmth, energy and positivity. ENFPs are described as creative, resourceful, assertive, spontaneous, life-loving, charismatic, passionate and experimental.

About the ENFP

(Expert Quotes & Links)

"They can't bear to miss out on what is going on around them; they must experience, first hand, all the significant social events that affect our lives." - The Portrait of the Champion Idealist (Keirsey) "ENFPs are warm, enthusiastic people, typically very bright and full of potential. They live in the world of possibilities, and can become very passionate and excited about things. Their enthusiasm lends them the ability to inspire and motivate others, more so than we see in other types. They can talk their way in or out of anything. They love life, seeing it as a special gift, and strive to make the most out of it." - Portrait of an ENFP (The Personality Page) "Friends are what life is about to ENFPs, moreso even than the other NFs. They hold up their end of the relationship, sometimes being victimized by less caring individuals. ENFPs are energized by being around people. Some have real difficulty being alone, especially on a regular basis." - ENFP Profile (TypeLogic)

"outgoing, social, disorganized, easily talked into doing silly things, spontaneous, wild and crazy, acts without thinking..." - ENFP Jung Type Descriptions (similarminds.com) "ENFPs are energetic and enthusiastic leaders who are likely to take charge when a new endeavor needs a visionary spokesperson. ENFPs are values-oriented people who become champions of causes and services relating to human needs and dreams. Their leadership style is one of soliciting and recognizing others' contributions and of evaluating the personal needs of their followers. ENFPs are often charismatic leaders who are able to help people see the possibilities beyond themselves and their current realities. They function as catalysts." - ENFP - The Visionary (Lifexplore) "Ranked 1st of all 16 types in using social and emotional coping resources and 2nd in using cognitive resources. " - ENFP Facts (discoveryourpersonality.com)

Still from the same site. We can make a badge like this to be shared to others. I also took the multiple intelligences test^^ 



Just so you know, this is the result from my re-take test. I have taken the test when I'm still in high school and the result was slight different. I used to get "ESFP - The Entertainer". Okay, so campus life has changed my personality. Haha XD No hilarious change, guess. I'm still an Extroverted and Perceiving person, more dealing with my Feeling than my Thinking (I think this one happens to most girls). The only drastic change in me based on the test is I now use my iNtuition more often than my Sensing. Am I??! Then I become curious about the definitive meaning of this word that I search it in Wikipedia. Hihihi XP This is it :

Intuition is the apparent ability to acquire knowledge without inference or the use of reason. “The word ‘intuition’ comes from the Latin word 'intueri', which is often roughly translated as meaning ‘to look inside’ or ‘to contemplate’. Intuition provides us with beliefs that we cannot necessarily justify. For this reason, it has been the subject of study in psychology, as well as a topic of interest in the supernatural. Intuition is also a common subject of New Age writing. The "right brain" is popularly associated with intuitive processes such as aesthetic abilities. Some scientists have contended that intuition is associated with innovation in scientific discovery.

Interesting, huh?! I notice the word "New Age". I know that kind of theory and I personally don't believe it. Its doctrines are so so wrong. Maybe I should share my thought about this topic in one of my post, but not now.

Okay, one thing for sure, you are now one step closer to know more about me!! ;P
I just wanna say "Thank you for your time reading this post!! ^^

He Reprimanded Me

Yesterday,, I went to my campus just to take care of my Faculty Student Council things...
Actually I have no class on that day,,
but I thought I wouldn't have time to take care of it on the other day..

When I got there,, I went straight to the Student Council room..
I was checking the room which has been cleaned on Saturday (2 days before)
and also the medicines which are remained a few coz most of it somehow has gone >.<,, putting the entry letters in order,, and waiting for the guy from Pastoran Atma Jaya (PAJ) who want to return my faculty's Handy Talky..
Special thanks to Febri and Theda for helping me checking the medicines^^
When it all finished,, I joined my friends that have Biostatistic class on that afternoon..
Suddenly I saw two white boxes with "PMI bla bla bla" writing on it which held by my two friends..
I was curious and I asked one of my friend where she got it..
She answered that she got it because she has donated her blood..
She got some breads that is putted in that white box and also a chocolate Ultra milk.. @.@

I was so excited to donate my blood too coz from the time being I never do it yet and I really want to try it..
Besides,, I could get free Ultra milk to fill my empty stomach..
Fyi,, I have just eaten a small piece of cake for my breakfast that morning and I felt hungry enough at that moment..
So I walked to Hall C where the donation took place with some of my friends accompanied me..

Before did the blood donation,, I must filled the donation form,, washed my hands,, and did the basic check for blood donation procedure..
I thought I was just checked for my blood pressure..
Suddenly my center finger was stabbed with a small needle..
I responded with a shout "Aww!!!"
It's not a loud shout but I felt a bit ashamed of it..
I really wasn't ready for the stabbing.. XP

It was a Hemoglobin levels check and I didn't pass the procedure.. T_T
My Hemoglobin level is too low~~
One of my friend said that Hemoglobin level influenced by sleep and eat patterns...
And I know I'm doing bad in it.. >.<
I talked to my self in order to cheer my self up
"There is still next time, Jc.. And when the time comes I will be more prepare.. ;)"

Then we had our lunch at the canteen..
Guess what happened to me?!
When I was ordering my food,, suddenly I felt like all things around me moving up and down and I started feeling dizzy...
I was afraid that I could collapse that moment..
So I decided to walk to my seat and took a sit for a few minutes..
All my friends asked me what was happening and they all said that my face looked pale..
Beside that,, my body also felt a little bit cold coz it was raining and I didn't bring my jacket.. >_<
I realized that I'm definitely not fit~~!!

I was still hungry...

I took my time until the dizzy getting better and I decided to eat Gado-gado..
I stood up and walked to the Gado-gado corner..
After a few steps,, the dizzy came again but not as strong as before..
(At least I could handle it this time..)
The Gado-gado couldn't be delivered to my table.. -,-"

I waited for a moment until it is served and I brough it my self to my table..
Really need some struggle just to get some food..
Hmm,, I think I got much better after I finished my food..
Thanks again to all my friends for your concern,, especially to Rosalie who worried me the most at that time..
Big love for you all, guys!!! ^O^

From this experience,, I feel that He reprimanded me for not eating on time and for not taking enough sleep because of my own fault...
Where is the good time management?!! 
"Yes I know, Dad.. It's all for my own good.. I'm so sorry~~"
I know if I get sick,, many things I have to sacrifice...
And NO ONE want it to happen,, including my Dad!!!
Maybe I must remember this every time I feel too lazy to do a thing for my own good :

I must stay healthy for I got many good things to do now and in the future!!! >O<

Ai Ni

This is a song sang by Cyndi Wang..
I like the melody and the cheerful rythm!!
The dance too!!^^

Enjoy!! ;)

~ Ai Ni by Cyndi Wang ~

Yo, yo, yo, yo, Cyndi what, what's wrong with me (ai ni)

Yo, yo, Cyndi baby what's wrong with me
Cyndi give me your love you make me sneeze all the time
Now, now, zen me wo yi zhi kuang da pen ti zai ling chen san dian er shi liu fen
Let me sing, let me sing a song, pei ni ru shui
What is love, en heng wo zheng zai ting ni yao shen me dou, say yes
Cyndi I really do love you so
Ru guo ni tu ran da le ge pen ti na yi ding jiu shi wo zai xiang ni
Ru guo ban ye bei shou ji chao xing a na shi yin wei wo guan xin

Chang chang xiang ni shuo de hua shi bu shi bie
You yong xin ming ming hen xiang xiang xin
Que you ren bu zhu huai yi zai ni de xin li wo shi fou jiu shi wei yi
Ai jiu shi you wo chang fan zhao ni

*
So baby, qing hua duo shuo yi dian xiang wo jiu duo kan yi yan
Biao xian duo yi dian dian rang wo neng zhen de kan jian
Oh bye, shao shuo yi dian
Xiang pei ni bu zhi yi tian duo yi dian rang wo xin gan qing yuan ai ni

(Duo yi dian cai hui man man fa xian yin wei ni rang wo xin gan qing yuan)
Xi huan zai ni de bei wan li hu nao ni de shi jie shi yi zuo cheng bao
Zai da tou tie hua man xin hao tie zai shou
Ji shang dui ni wei xiao chang chang xiang
Wo shuo de hua ni shi fou ting de jin qu
Ming ming hen xiang sheng qi que you zhi bu zhu xiao yi
Zai wo de xin li ni zhen de jiu shi wei yi ai jiu shi you wo chang lai zhao ni
Back to *

 

Yesterday's Beautiful Pieces

Last night,, I really struggled with my bunch of assignment~~ 
I slept at 2:00 AM and woke up at 4:30 AM,, still continued the assignment... 
I was preparing two presentations and an essay... @.@
Yup!
It was my fault that I always postpone and postpone,, that I wasted my time..
I did it all one day before the deadline so I didn't have time to prepare my self for the presentation..

At first I was really upset..
But I know it won't and never change anything...
I couldn't turn back the time either..
Yeah..
I would just waste my time and energy if I keep on thinking about it and still doing nothing..
So I directly decided to forget it and rose from my own "blue" world...

Am I easy to forget that sort of things??
Haha XD
Are you kidding me??
One thing that always keep me survive and move on is A GRATEFUL HEART..
I was so grateful for the strength that He gives me during the hectic preparation,,
for all my friends who always be there when I need them the most,,
for an opportunity that increase my knowledge,,
and the last but not least,, for a chance to learn from my mistake.. =)
I call it "The Power of A Grateful Heart"...
If I can do this,, so do you!!

Keep on fire for Him!!!

Capability vs. Willingness

This is a repost article which I get from someone's blog..

For your information,,

I don't know this person but I'm so blessed with his article and I hope you all feel blessed, too^^

If you were to throw a stone & check how many people are capable in doing ANY job given. I can tell you the answer - MANY ARE CAPABLE ! Simply because SKILL can be trained. KNOWLEDGE can be imparted.

Many successful people and even books can tell you what to do in order to be success. But why they are still many more people (more than 90%) of the people are not living in purpose & passion? All these people are really capable & if you were to ask them if they can do the job, they will tell you - THEY CAN DO IT !

But the question here is, HOW MANY ARE WILLING ?

Capability is one thing. Willingness is another thing. I rather choose someone who are willing to work in my organization than someone that is just Capable. Capable & Able to perform the task are important but at the end of the day, it is the ATTITUDE & WILLINGNESS that count. You can be very good, but if you are not willing to take the action & DO IT, NOTHING IS GOING TO HAPPEN!

So I strongly encourage you to do everything willingly!

You will have different perspective to look into your own life & start to appreciate others’ life better.

~ Repost from Nicholas Yeap's blog: "Live with Passion!" ~

October 30 - November 1, 2009

Hi hi hi hi!!!! >O<

Yeah I know,, it's been long enough I leave this blog.. 

Why??
Busy busy busy...
I was preparing the big event, my faculty retreat, which already held on October 30 until November 1 ^^ and also concentrating with my campus assignment (as always)..
Miss me already?? XP

Okay...
Now I really am confused where I should start from...

Hmmmm....
I guess I'll start with a bible verse which I got before I went to the retreat..
I saw it twice in my two friends' facebook status.. ;P
First, in my Sunday School partner's status and second, in my senior high school friend's status..
Curious with the verse??
It's from Colossians 3: 23 

"Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for men."

I felt like He was talking to me and I was truly inspired with it..

The case is:
I was asked to present morning daily bread at the retreat. From the dept of my heart, I really want to accept that offer. I simply want to be a blessing to everyone, especially to all the retreat participants. I just want to be used for His work. The main obstacle of mine is I was too afraid of what other people will think of me if I made mistake when I present the daily bread. >.< Yup! That's so so disturbing. Then I reminded by the verse.. Do it not for men but for Him! and I shall not be ashamed or afraid of such things like that. The result? I still got nervous. But at least I know I already took the right step!^^

I also want to share a few things about the retreat itself.. 
Overall, I think it was going well enough... C=
I believe that everyone, the participants and even the committees, got their own specific thing to learn about..
Through that event, especially because one of the session, me and some of my special friends could know and be warned about a surprising fact...
Yeah,, it really is become our concern now...
Another special thing about retreat is I'm getting more familiar with my campus junior and senior coz basically I love meeting new people so I can learn many things from them..
I also hope they can learn something from me too^^
It's just like mutualism symbiosis.. Hahaha XD

Beside all of those,, as a retreat's fund committee,, I learned so much from it..
That's the reason why I like to participate in an organization...
(You guys must get used to the word "learn" coz it will appear many times in this post XP)
Through this committee,,

I learned to manage my time and financial thing.. XD

I learned to be more patient..

I learned to express my opinion on something...

I learned to overcome my stupid fear...

I learned to appreciate others' shortcoming and capability..

And I was really enriched with other people perspective of mind.. ^.~

Many more I have learned about and one thing for sure,, I will always continue learning....
Note this sentence: As long as we live in this world, we'll never stop learning.. Right?! 

~Be blessed and be a blessing, guys~  ^^ 

JIA YOU!! o(^o^)9